I wasn't born, not in the sense that humans understand the word. I always was. It's hard to recall so far back as once again, I don't use memory like humans understand the word. To make this a little easier to grasp, my memory isn't based on a timeline of events. Time to me is a term humans use to measure growth or experience. They easily see birth, life, and then death. They attach a timeline to events to mark their progress. Time is a beautiful concept of course because it allows the wise to increase in wisdom and the lost a chance to be found.
Since I have no beginning, then time and its associative presumptions do not apply to me. I can talk to you on your level of course. I could say things like, "I recall when I created the first planet." Using the term 'recall' is to aid you in understanding where in the spectrum of events I refer to. For me though, the first planet I created remains as something I accomplished as I am. I did create many universes. The usage of the word 'did' would seem like I see those creations as something I birthed before. The easiest way for you to understand my view of time is to get you to understand that there is no ending. Since there is no ending and no beginning to me, then all I do is now, the present, on a dimension that simply exists in the moment. In other words, you need to understand the concept of eternity before you can understand the irrelevance of time.
Time is something I created. But since I am still creating time, then the creation is never completed. I hold every atom together with a thought. My will has received so much adoration from my people but only a few have ever delved deeply into what "God's Will" really means. The more simple of my creations would say that my will is 'what God wants'. I understand that logic so don't think I am dismissing it as weak-mindedness. Time is involved in my will. Without my creation of the time theory, you could never understand me.
My will is based on the word will. You WILL do this or you WILL do that. I WILL (desire, want, intend) to bring you home to be in my presence—that is my WILL. It is a promise will. I WILL do it, or rather—I WILL to do it. Time is meaningless in this context. Since I WILL it, then it shall be done. I can't WILL you to believe in me because that violates the freedom I gave you. But I desire it. Time for me has become more interesting over time because it's concept is pure genius. I do use it more now than I did before. See? Isn't that awesome? An eternal being with no beginning or no end can make use of a logic meant for his creations!
Try to imagine yourself a trillion years from now. Let the time measurement of a trillion sink into your mind for a moment. Go ahead, I have time to wait.... At the ending of that trillion years you can say that you have not even begun to live. Why? Because you still have a trillion more years to go. And after that—a trillion more. And so on. Forever, with no end will you be exploring, ruling, laughing and loving. After many of these trillions have gone by, you might begin to understand me when I say I have no concept of time as you know it. It will seem as if you just are, you simply exist. That is why I say "I AM". Get it?
Let me bring you into my thoughts more. Since my promise is soon to become reality on earth (time concept again, I love it!) I desire to communicate more and more. With you. Perhaps I can share a few insights and perhaps you will understand them. By the way, I AM. And you who believe that I AM...ARE.
Sincerely,
Your Father and Mother
